After this, she developed symptoms
After this, she developed symptoms of a post-traumatic stress disorder, experiencing flashbacks of the rape during sexual relations in her first long-term relationship. When she was twenty, she decided that she never wanted to have children and had a tubal ligation.
Cassandra had been in and out of many short-term therapeutic and romantic relationships. At first she would idealize and romanticize the therapist or lover. Then she experienced disappointment and contempt in his or her inability to provide the empathy she needed so badly. She was friends with one of our male volunteers, and they became sexually involved after they completed the tolerance study. Soon after that she left the country, leaving no forwarding address.
I include Cassandra’s story here although it could also belong in the entity contact or mystical experience chapters. Her sessions did include interactions with the “clowns” and led to a deep serene peace she had never previously known.
Taken from : DMT The Spirit Molecule - Rick Strassman MD.